How Dare You!
Romans 8:17-19 AMP
And if [we are HIS] children, [then we are HIS] heirs also: heirs of GOD and heirs with CHRIST [sharing HIS spiritual blessing an inheritance], if indeed we share in HIS suffering so that we may also share in HIS glory. For I consider [from the standpoint of faith] that the sufferings of the present are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is about to be revealed to us and in us! For [even the whole] creation [all nature] waits eagerly for the children of GOD to be revealed.
All of nature is awaiting you! It is awaiting your revealing. You have a purpose in this earth and it's bigger than you. It's bigger than your current situation. It is bigger than your feelings and your being tired of suffering. There is too much at stake for you to give up now. None of this is about you. Yes, GOD cares about your suffering and HE loves you. But all of this is greater and much bigger than the current situation you have chosen to lock your eyes on.
Get out of the box in your mind. Get out of your "whoa is me" mentality and look around you. There are people who need you to survive. There is someone, somewhere who is watching you. They are watching you in your trial, not to be nosey or to criticize you. They are watching because what they see you do next will either encourage them to hold fast to their faith or to stop in their tracks where they are, turn around and never see the true goodness that GOD has planned for their lives.
You don't get to decide to give up. The freedom of your grandchildren and great grandchildren depend on you killing this devil right now, in this season. Your next move will decide if your future generations will fight this same stronghold or if they will be free to enjoy the life GOD has for them. Take a stand and choose to kill these giants (not really giants) of fear, doubt, low-self esteem and the like. Will you break the cycles that have left your family destitute either in the physical or the spiritual? Will you dare to be all GOD has called you to be? Or will you make all of nature continue to wait on you to live out your destiny so they can too live out theirs?